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Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Live life to the king size ;)

As the title says "Jio hi Bhar ke". Life is yours, live it the way you want to. Don't keep any botheration of how other person or "duniya wale"will feel if you don't do things as per them. As no one has yet found who the hell these people are and why they have so much interest in our life.

Follow below principles:

Living life on your terms.

Enjoying every living moment.

Spending time with people you like.

At the end, having no regrets.

To start with: We often give people whom we are closed to or people have around more importance than required. So they start taking us for granted without thinking, how we would feel, whether things they are doing will make us really feel happy?

Rather give importance to yourself. As you are the only person who will be left at the end. You gonna support yourself in your own thick and thin times. No one else will come to cheer you up when you are fed up or are feeling low. There will be many people to feel jealous of you and through there fake smile supporting your happy times. If you are not able to identify such people then no issues, just start giving importance to self.

What I have typically noticed is: people will be there to comment on your looks, even you are looking prettiest they will say how loud make up you have done, how goudy dress you have worn. These people are so obsessed with themselves that they start feeling jealous and then start commenting instead of praising :)

Beware of such morons :) just ignore them as much as possible :)


To end, live life king size. Stop listening to everyone. Listen to your own self :)

Friday, April 6, 2012

My love for you.

The way you see, the way you cheer me up,
the way you make me wander, 
the way you make me feel like real princess,
let me fall more abyss in love with you.

As long as we are together,
Nothing can break us apart,
Our love will always be forever,
Locked in each other's heart.

With every night passing by, and me praying to the moon
that make our love more brighter and gleeful.
May the stars twinkles with more shine,
may the wind blows with more calmness
and I wish that I could heal your pain.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Life


It's a new day.
I get up and say.
'Today, I am gonna run!'
'For sure, it's gonna be fun.'

Somebody once told me that life's a race.
This is the only reality you've to face.
I agreed to it, thinking, 'How true?'
Run, that's all I am supposed to do.
Oh! it's gonna be fun.
This race called life, I'm gonna run!

I run and run until the day comes to an end.
I come back home, smashing my friends. 
Accomplished, happy, but tired. 
I drop to my bed. Bleary-eyed.
And fall into the trap of my dreams.
Where the race ain't over, that's what it seems.

It's another race there. 
Tougher, if not equal, I swear!
Life's a race, how true?
That's the little secret I would tell you.

For years, the process continues.
Successes many, failures few.
I grow old, still racing.
Without any idea of what I have been chasing.
Years go by, my fate awaits.
It seems bad, as if I had missed something great.

The messenger of 'Death' appears.
I am dreadfully tired, full of tears.
For, my time has come.
I can't see what I have done.
And what, undone!

In a bass voice, he speaks to me.
As though a grave decree.
'I can't take you!' He commands.
'I'm done with my life. Why can't you?' I demand.
'Because you already died.'
'When?' I cried.
'The day you started running, out of your own choice.'

Suddenly, a memory flashes before my eyes.
'Weren't you the one who gave me that advice?'
'That life is a race.'
'That's the only reality what I've to face.'

'Ah! Yes, but you got it all wrong!'
'That was not even the part of my song'
Then he sang, 'Life is a grace.'
'That's the only reality, you've to face.'

My eyes open up, suddenly.
I find myself lying in dark, all lonely.
Someone pulls my head. And it's all light.
And I scream out loud, as if in fright.
A lady in white cuts the cord
That connected me to my God.
And I see, the only reality I could face
Is that life's a grace.


'A life within a life can also be a death within a life.' This interesting thought made me compose the poem above. Hope you're able to appreciate it.

Life's a grace, bestowed upon us. Don't follow the herd, rather make your own.

When Silence Speaks (genre: romance)


Indeed, it was a lovely day
Thousands of thoughts lay scattered
Only one of them could I choose to say

By my side, you were there
Silent, as if waiting for me to say,
Your eyes assuring me that you care.

Choice was tough, all the way
The tougher was the choice -
Whether to say or not to say

Silence. That's all what I said.
That moment, words seemed immaterial, 
Since every page of my soul had been read.

My eyes rested on yours, blankly I stared
Amidst blatant heartbeats,
Bare silence, we shared.

You smiled. You sighed.
With clouds as my companion,
I blinked. And we cried. 

With you and me, the clouds wept.
Our silence finally spoke up, and
A silent eternal promise was kept.


P.S. Silence is the language of heart. Words contaminate the purity of feelings. This thought made me compose this poem.

The Little Bird


Piercing the snowy clouds,
Fluttering with scintillating passion
They travelled.
My feet, fixed on the ground, envied.
I wanted to be with them,
Flying, with my wings wide open.
Touching the sky, kissing the mountains
Breathing the earth, bathing in the rains

Carefree, as they were
They vanished in no time.
Dejected and lonely, I strolled ahead.
Wishing to be a bird, all the while
I wanted to ask God
Why had he been so unfair?
Endowing us, humans, with all the things
How could he forget to give us wings?

Absorbed, I went away
Carefree, you might say
For, I hit a rock - pretty hard
I toppled and fell on the way
While head banged on the road,
Mind swung amongst the stars
I couldn't care anymore.
With God, I was at war.
"God - the unfair, uncaring being
You're so mean", I thought.
I opened my bleary-eyes, distraught.

My eyes saw a poor sight.
There lay a little bird -
Mute, weak and hapless
As if waiting, for an eternal flight
She stared at me, blinking
Blank, as if life had reached its end
Taking her in my palms, I soared
I looked at her and in a go,
I threw her towards the sky
To see her wings, flap with joy.

But, the flight didn't occur
Her wings didn't flutter
Fearful, she came back into my hands
Frightened, she stared once again
I asked her, "What's wrong?"
She said, "Come with me. I'm scared."
I laughed and said, "I've got no wings."
"Wings aren't necessary." She replied.
I didn't want to argue,
So I laughed at her ignorance.

She turned morose, 
Jumped on the ground,
Walked towards a cage
And locked herself inside.
Astonished, I questioned,
"Why? Why don't you fly?"
She echoed my words.
"Why don't you break the cage?" I asked.
The echoes follow.

Puzzled, I mumbled.
"I've no wings."
She said, "Wings aren't needed."
"Then what is needed?" I wondered.
"The will to break free." She said.
Stunned, I said nothing. 
A surge of gratitude for the Almighty,
Came in a fling.

The little bird broke her cage
And carried me towards the sky
"Sky is where I belong," 
She said, in my voice and vanished.
Mystified, I kept flying with no wings.
A little flutter inside my heart
Kept me alive and gave my first flight.
"Sky is where I belong" I screamed with joy.
The echoes follow, this time from inside my heart.

I open my eyes and sway my vision. 
An isolated road is beheld.
I turn and look into the vast sky.
Piercing the snowy clouds,
Fluttering with scintillating passion
They travelled. But this time,
My feet, fixed on the ground, reveled.


P.S. There is a little bird inside each of us. Never ever dare to cage it. Because sky is where we belong.



My feet, fixed to ground, reveled.

Together


They are two, in persons
One, in heart
When together,
The beats differ
When distant,
You can't set them apart.

They are two
Happy and true.
Love isn't their forte
Neither affection, their gift
They are attached
Together, that's all they know.

Together, their heart and soul
Together, their ideals and role
Together, their pursuit of love
Together, they're all above
Together, their ambitions in life
Together, they're husband and wife

A Simple Wish ..!


I've a simple wish
To begin each of my morning
Seeing your smile

I've a simple wish
To breathe your fragrance
From thousand miles

I can see your eyes
With my eyes closed.
I can feel your breath
When the wind flows.

I can hear your voice
In my every dream.
I can see your face
Far but still full of gleam.

I've a simple wish
To make you my music
With every passing moment

I've a simple wish
To make you laugh a thousand times
For each of the tears that went

You're the reason
For me and for everything.
You're in all the seasons
Be it winter or spring.

You're the words
That come out of my mind.
You are that little bird
Who is one of a kind

I've a simple wish
To touch the sky and the moon
With you by my side.

I've a simple wish
To live that fulfilling life soon
Which only you could provide.

Just look at me once.
And feel my love for you.
For, I've just a simple wish -
To make you joyous - with me too!

-Harsh Snehanshu

I simply love this poem, short but yet too meaningful to be understood....! 

SoulMate .. !!


Find me here, find me there
The world is too big to scan
When you find me, you would hear
That, it was all part of a plan!

The colors hidden in Black




As I close my eyes
The shine of the world turns into black
The fake smiles are lost
My heart beats are left – all across.
Every season looks the same
Fame – name – the life game
Life is simpler when
lost in black


As I close my eyes
I see  the blackness
The color of your eye
I see your smile
The scent of your breathe
I can sense it from miles


As  I close my eyes
I see the past of  mine
The one with golden shine
I search for you
The wetness is all I find.


As I close my eyes
I see the hopeful gleam
The expectations they dream
I see their faith – to which I bound.
The care and love they wrap me around.
With that ‘responsibility’ of love
I scream in black.


As I close my eyes
The sight is black
Sounds whack.
Imaginations dissolve
Plans evolve.
Dreams meet desires
Black makes it a fire.


As I close my eyes
I wish I could just
sleep in your arms
without any alarms.
The bright dreams
is all I see when I see black.


As I close my eyes
I see a girl – full of surprise
As carefree as the clouds in the sky
With the wings of faith and hope, higher she fly
As youthful as the rays of the sunrise
speaking via the shine in her eyes
As mysterious as the universe wide
the stories and emotions she always hide.
As loud as the chirping birds
the silence at times takes her away from the herd
I searched for a picture to describe her right
the black is the perfect one to fit in all the colors so bright.



Thursday, November 4, 2010

Fade up of being myself :-(

 What a human being I am !            

I am neither a gem nor a stone, 

All I have learnt is to stand alone, 
Face that carries a big fake smile, 
Walking amidst the thoughts, 
I need to cross miles. 



The world is bleak,greedy and liar, 
Thrashing the expected,will set me on fire. 
I will be lost while taming their thoughts, 
Later realising the precious time I lost. 



I am silent with nothing to spray, 
Its how the world goes,thats what they say. 
They made me carry that fake smile, 
Setting aside the thoughts, I am crossing miles. 



Standing on the riverside, I realised my thirst, 
Which was all lost in the battle of 'trust', 
I do not regret the battle I lost,It showed me that which I never thought, 
But now I have seen my 'zenith' smile, 
Forgetting the past, Taming the thoughts, I will cross miles........!!!

Deepest Meaningful lines..ever written :-)

First of all : : Woots : :
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कभी कभी मेरे दिल मैं ख्याल आता हैं 
कि ज़िंदगी तेरी जुल्फों कि नर्म छांव मैं गुजरने पाती 
तो शादाब हो भी सकती थी। 

यह रंज-ओ-ग़म कि सियाही जो दिल पे छाई हैं 
तेरी नज़र कि शुओं मैं खो भी सकती थी। 

मगर यह हो न सका और अब ये आलम हैं 
कि तू नहीं, तेरा ग़म तेरी जुस्तजू भी नहीं। 

गुज़र रही हैं कुछ इस तरह ज़िंदगी जैसे, 
इससे किसी के सहारे कि आरझु भी नहीं. 

न कोई राह, न मंजिल, न रौशनी का सुराग 
भटक रहीं है अंधेरों मैं ज़िंदगी मेरी. 

इन्ही अंधेरों मैं रह जाऊँगा कभी खो कर 
मैं जानता हूँ मेरी हम-नफस, मगर यूंही 

कभी कभी मेरे दिल मैं ख्याल आता है.
                                                
This poem is so much touching, and reminds me of Amitabh Bachchan. What a great personality he is. Though he is carrying such a huge responsibility of being bachchan, but then also he is so much humble. Not at all doing show off of his possession. He is so perfect, his charming personality, heavy voice, his thoughts.. everything contributes in making him god for many a people.
I want to be like him, ya am not that much crazy to meet him. But still am following him, to be atleast his shadow.   When that day would ever hit my life, changing my originality and making me wide recognised gal, known to every single human being on earth.
I always love to dream, while travelling in bus, seeing passersby through the window sit, when i would be known to these all, what i can all do to gather name fame and personality. When i would be recognized in this country of million billion's of people. 
May God bless me with such a great they, so that i would be able to fulfill all my wishes and my good deeds to help poor people and do something for the country.
AMEN!! thanks for your patience for bearing me and reading my posts .. please wish me success and happy life for rest of my life

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Rand0m thoughts..."Secret within myself"

I hold it tight,
trying not to scream with all my might
The blood comes through my skin,and will soon dissapear...
then soon a scar will appear....
tried very hard,
to hold my secret within
Now it seems that everyone knows,
And everyone cares
But truely they just feel sorry for me,
and thats what I didn't want...for people to pity me 
I am just a normal girl like everyone else,
But I have one thing different,
I have a big secret within myself


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Today is a new beginning,
A new adventure with you
When I see you my hopes and dreams come true,
But I sit here and wonder why you had chosen her over me
What did you see in her that you didn't see in me
Why can't I be her and she can be me
She might not see this but she is very lucky she has almost won a prize
She gets to be with you forever until your love will die
And I get to be alone forever,
But still loving you with all inside of me
This might sound crazy to you but it sounds like love to me

So everyday I think of all this and I think of you
it seems so crazy but I just can't help but not love you