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Kneeling down in d honour of u... my inspirer

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Fade up of being myself :-(

 What a human being I am !            

I am neither a gem nor a stone, 

All I have learnt is to stand alone, 
Face that carries a big fake smile, 
Walking amidst the thoughts, 
I need to cross miles. 



The world is bleak,greedy and liar, 
Thrashing the expected,will set me on fire. 
I will be lost while taming their thoughts, 
Later realising the precious time I lost. 



I am silent with nothing to spray, 
Its how the world goes,thats what they say. 
They made me carry that fake smile, 
Setting aside the thoughts, I am crossing miles. 



Standing on the riverside, I realised my thirst, 
Which was all lost in the battle of 'trust', 
I do not regret the battle I lost,It showed me that which I never thought, 
But now I have seen my 'zenith' smile, 
Forgetting the past, Taming the thoughts, I will cross miles........!!!

Deepest Meaningful lines..ever written :-)

First of all : : Woots : :
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कभी कभी मेरे दिल मैं ख्याल आता हैं 
कि ज़िंदगी तेरी जुल्फों कि नर्म छांव मैं गुजरने पाती 
तो शादाब हो भी सकती थी। 

यह रंज-ओ-ग़म कि सियाही जो दिल पे छाई हैं 
तेरी नज़र कि शुओं मैं खो भी सकती थी। 

मगर यह हो न सका और अब ये आलम हैं 
कि तू नहीं, तेरा ग़म तेरी जुस्तजू भी नहीं। 

गुज़र रही हैं कुछ इस तरह ज़िंदगी जैसे, 
इससे किसी के सहारे कि आरझु भी नहीं. 

न कोई राह, न मंजिल, न रौशनी का सुराग 
भटक रहीं है अंधेरों मैं ज़िंदगी मेरी. 

इन्ही अंधेरों मैं रह जाऊँगा कभी खो कर 
मैं जानता हूँ मेरी हम-नफस, मगर यूंही 

कभी कभी मेरे दिल मैं ख्याल आता है.
                                                
This poem is so much touching, and reminds me of Amitabh Bachchan. What a great personality he is. Though he is carrying such a huge responsibility of being bachchan, but then also he is so much humble. Not at all doing show off of his possession. He is so perfect, his charming personality, heavy voice, his thoughts.. everything contributes in making him god for many a people.
I want to be like him, ya am not that much crazy to meet him. But still am following him, to be atleast his shadow.   When that day would ever hit my life, changing my originality and making me wide recognised gal, known to every single human being on earth.
I always love to dream, while travelling in bus, seeing passersby through the window sit, when i would be known to these all, what i can all do to gather name fame and personality. When i would be recognized in this country of million billion's of people. 
May God bless me with such a great they, so that i would be able to fulfill all my wishes and my good deeds to help poor people and do something for the country.
AMEN!! thanks for your patience for bearing me and reading my posts .. please wish me success and happy life for rest of my life